Yeah.. (Sad Tone)

Hopefully it is so..

Although i know i am just overreacting, simply assuming. Yeah, for an idiot that i am, i know i do it all the time. Hahaha.. Cali x? NOT.

Just that berharap has never been any good to me. i know i should stop doing that, but i kept repeating the same mistake berulang ulang kali.

Yeah.. (Sad Tone)

Unexpected

Tringat last Monday, something that is so unexpected so early in the morning. Even though it abruptly woke me from my sleep, but it made me smile. Thinking about it nektok made me smile from ear to ear.



Stay with me, please? i am here if you need me.
Hahaha.. wishful thinking.

Sweet dreams.

Gudnight, Sleep Tight

Well, my weekend was the same old same old.. still nothing yang to be excited about. Saturday, stengah hari mengabis pagi dgn tdor. Actually dah bgn awal, lam kul 6am giya. Ngga jam, terpikir "Maseh awal tok," sambung balit, then bgn gik kul 730am. Pkir gik, sambong lok stengah jam kakya mandik then g breakfast.

Pasya bangun last2 dah kul 1230pm. kuang.. kuang.. kuang.. Kakya sik jadi plan mok kluar. Ada juak rasanya mok g brunch ka apa, then xda kwn nak d embak, alu xjadi. So the whole Saturday just lunch dgn mee sedap jak.

Hahaha..

So yesterday morning was the first time kmk pegi ngundi. Pegi ngan cousin2, sama2 juak kmk org first time. Ya jak la crita hujung minggu. Sbena nya ada juak rasa nak g ngga Iron Man 3 lepas ngundi, dgr org madah crita ya best, and again.. xda geng, so duk umah jak la.. hahaha..

Nektok maseh nggu apa full result GE#13 tok.

Bukan nya apa nggu announcement public holiday jak. xda lain. sapa xmok nak owh? Dpt juak nambah sehari gik cuti kmk tok. Hehe..

Anywho, in my head right now, thinking,"how i wish that i could stay up late with someone special watching this together."

Someday, insyaAllah.

Gudnyte, sleep tight.

Oh Well..

Alhamdullilah.

Syukur alhamdullilah di atas rezeki yang datang. Kmk bebena bena bena nang bersyukur, sbb xpernah rezeki datang sampei macam tok skali. Ofkos, kmk kenak juak beringat dgn dirik sendirik, udah ada kesenangan macam tok, jangan la nangga udah ada sikit duit ya alu nak boros sampei xingat dudi ari ada ka sik susah imerjensi ka apa.

Alhamdulliah.

Tapi..

Maok xmaok, kmk have to say the truth, even dalam this somewhat brief period of happiness, kmk xpat nak bebulak juak. i am feeling terribly lonely. TERRIBLY. LONELY.

SO SO TERRIBLY TERRIBLY LONELY.

Of course, kmk do have my own family to selebret it with bah nak? Then again, i wanted to spend this brief moment of happiness with a significant other. xjuak la nak madah someone special, tp close to that or somewhat camya la.

OH WELL.. just wishful thinking kata org puteh.

Mun pikir balit nak, ada juak menyusup elemen sadness dalam hati tok. Hahaha..

Cali juak mun mikir. Well, just the story of my life.

When i feel that little bit of happiness, i still feel lonely.
When i overcame with sadness, i feels terribly terribly terribly lonely.

Xpa la i guess. Kali tok dolok datang, then dudi dudi la that special someone will be here next to me. Mun. Highly unlikely, but then again what to do?
Just a story of my life.

Home With Dada.

Video tok adalah time lapse video dari sorang husband khas d polah utk bini nya, utk memberik tauk bini nya, apa d polah nya ngan their baby son time bini nya keja.

Nang best.


Maybe.

Someday in the future, when kmk have a son of my own, perhaps kali i would do the same... or perhaps it may even be much much more awesome. Why? Because kmk tok in a way, never really "grown up"!

Bwahahaha!

Serious, even nektok kmk maseh maok beli menan menan, nok time kmk masa kecik dolok xpernah ada, walaumacamnegine pun kmk coba pujok, majuk ngan either one of my parents utk beli. Hehe..

Apatah lagik time udah keja tok, ada duit kedirik, mcm2 jak mok d beli. Although nektok taste dah lain la, menan menan nok sophisticated, or more towards gadgetry.

Well, someday..

Someday.

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