Oh Well..

Alhamdullilah.

Syukur alhamdullilah di atas rezeki yang datang. Kmk bebena bena bena nang bersyukur, sbb xpernah rezeki datang sampei macam tok skali. Ofkos, kmk kenak juak beringat dgn dirik sendirik, udah ada kesenangan macam tok, jangan la nangga udah ada sikit duit ya alu nak boros sampei xingat dudi ari ada ka sik susah imerjensi ka apa.

Alhamdulliah.

Tapi..

Maok xmaok, kmk have to say the truth, even dalam this somewhat brief period of happiness, kmk xpat nak bebulak juak. i am feeling terribly lonely. TERRIBLY. LONELY.

SO SO TERRIBLY TERRIBLY LONELY.

Of course, kmk do have my own family to selebret it with bah nak? Then again, i wanted to spend this brief moment of happiness with a significant other. xjuak la nak madah someone special, tp close to that or somewhat camya la.

OH WELL.. just wishful thinking kata org puteh.

Mun pikir balit nak, ada juak menyusup elemen sadness dalam hati tok. Hahaha..

Cali juak mun mikir. Well, just the story of my life.

When i feel that little bit of happiness, i still feel lonely.
When i overcame with sadness, i feels terribly terribly terribly lonely.

Xpa la i guess. Kali tok dolok datang, then dudi dudi la that special someone will be here next to me. Mun. Highly unlikely, but then again what to do?
Just a story of my life.