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tek balit keja, dgr lagu tok lam radio. suddenly the words clicked dlm palak kmk. hati tetiba terkedu. ofkos la jgn la torg ambik literal semua nya. 
apa maksud nya "clicked"? 
maksud kmk, secara x langsung lirik ya somehow kenak dgn dirik kmk bah. 
like i said la, although not ALL & LITERALLY. but intipati lagu ya bah.


Yes, kmk have love her for quite number of years now. just dudok kat tepi, ngga nya ngan her choice of men. hoping. nang berharap bena2. that maybe someday, nya akan look at kmk and stop looking. ofkos la xsampei "A THOUSAND YEARS" kmk nggu. hehe.. mun kali nyawa kita sampei giya. maybe juak la. hehe.. tp ya hanya lah fantasi.


Tah la. kmk dah 3? 4? 5 tahun? just berharap dari jaoh. makin hari makin sayang ngan nya. udah d luah kn skali.. she knows kmk still love her. tp kmk dah xberani & xdpt gik nak say ngan nya directly. kmk takut kenak reject gik. 


perasaan la kata kan. yalah tek bila dgr lagu tok sampei abis on the way balit keja tek, alu kmk tyk adik kmk sebelah, sapa embak lagu tok. sbb sampei umah kelak mok carik.


sbena nya nahan juak rasa emo lam ati. tepaksa bebena nahan aek mata dari kelua. sbb dari mula sampei abis lagu tok nang xda org lain nok terlintas dlm hati kmk bah. mmg nya. tuhan jak tauk betapa bodoh nya rasa kmk time ya. of kos la... emo bah. sbb somehow ada juak rasa yg kmk cuma akan just terus jadi pemerhati jak kelak.


perasaan bah. emo.


mun emo camtok nak, mcm3 la d pikir kmk. camne mok handle mun nya dah ada pilihan lain kelak.
                                                                  camne mok handle mun d mejelis nya kelak.
                                                                  camne mok handle mun ....


bukan nya xmok mencoba lagik. 
or just go for it.
sometimes.
takut terlukak lagik bah.


dlm palak jak mcm2. 

lamak dah xemo owh?
sbb perlu juak bah, mun org yg berharap cam kmk tok. jangan la berharap yang d hajat kita ya akan terjadi. bak nama perkataan berharap, kita cuma berharap, dudi hari, konklusi nya mungkin xakan terjadi seperti yg d harap kn. so mun berlaku camya xla terok gilak rasa. MUN.

ya Allah.
ya Allah.
ya Allah.
mintak2 la tabah2 kn hati kmk tok.

so anyways.
enjoy the song.


(Verse 1)Heart beats fastColors and promisesHow to be braveHow can I love when I'm afraidTo fallBut watching you stand aloneAll of my doubtSuddenly goes away somehow
One step closer
(Chorus)I have died everydaywaiting for youDarlin' don't be afraidI have loved you for aThousand yearsI'll love you for aThousand more
(Verse 2)Time stands stillBeauty I know she isI will be braveI will not let anythingTake awayWhat's standing in front of meEvery breath,Every hour has come to this
One step closer
(Chorus)I have died everydayWaiting for youDarlin' don't be afraidI have loved you for aThousand yearsI'll love you for aThousand more
And all along I believedI would find youTime has broughtYour heart to meI have loved you for aThousand yearsI'll love you for aThousand more
One step closerOne step closer
(Chorus)I have died everydayWaiting for youDarlin' don't be afraid,I have loved you for aThousand yearsI'll love you for aThousand more
And all along I believedI would find youTime has broughtYour heart to meI have loved you for aThousand yearsI'll love you for aThousand more 


lyrics via Metrolyrics.

p/s: angan2.

 pic via ira-rose.