Cth nya:


Cuma tiga tok jak yg kmk rasa rajin nak curik. Byk gik sbena nya tp kmk malas. i think org yg ada facebok pun pernah ngga juak kali keadaan kedak tok. i guess the situation is that, whenever org ngga status org lain kedak tok, org pun sama juak timbul rasa rindu dgn whoever that is dalam hati cdak nya.
Selain dari rasa heran, kmk juak sebena nya ada sikit envious juak ngga post2 kedak ya. Sbb nya, how kmk wish that someone would feel that same way about kmk. Bahkan bak kata org puteh, it would be much sweeter and fulfilling if kmk tauk who that person is, tul sik?
Yalah jak tek, key word nya: "HOW i WISH".
Actually the word envy nok kmk pakei ya tek ada mcm jaik sikit la bunyi nya, but in terms of meaning, i hope you get it la. Kmk jeles bah, sbb kmk rasa kmk don't think that kmk have been in that situation. Most of the time it is me that missing someone, but to no avail. Unfortunately but reality.
Yes, a bit sad. i know, kmk mpun life story is sad. Sorry, let me rephrase lok: kmk mpun "love life" story. i guess, kmk will always be the.. how to put nya owh? xpasti la term tok betul ka sik.. that kmk will always be just an "option" jak. You know, someone that bukan nya yg d maok but just the last option if others didn't work out. Sad right?
:(
Mmg. kmk yg naip tok pun sedih juak rasa. Hahaha.. (tetak sedih) What to do? what can i do? other than just terima jak nasib dah kedak tok. i guess, this is just the way it is at the moment. Bukan nya kmk sik mok be optimistic, but, whenever i hope, it WILL ALWAYS fail. Stupid statement but it has been this way all this years.
Ok la.
Ok la.
Ok la.
kmk shouldn't be negative much tengah2 mlm buta tok. Hehe.. kmk lamak dah sik emo bah. Have faith & keep hoping.
Some day..
Some day..
Oh well, maybe sooner or later, she'll be here. just saying jak bah, hopefully kmk x sounds so desperate..
umm.. fuck. it does, doesn't it? LOL!
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