Oh Well...

Nektok.
Tinggal..
Dlm angan2 jak la.
mok propose to her as awesomely camtok.


Tim & Audrey.




Dena Bahrin.



Full story: Sitok.


Just realized.
Bok sedar.
BARUK SEDAR BENA BENA.
She already has someone else in heart & mind.
kmk nang xda tmpt lam hati nya.

oh well

nang dari dolok juak la.

oh well

but kmk will never regret.
being friends with her kakya falling deeply in love with her nang one of the best decision & best memories i'll ever had.
letting her go, although kmk still fikir nang the stupidest thing i came to conclusion, sometimes kmk rasa kmk should fight for her love, tapi then again, after trying for YEARS, and finally knowing that, kmk was never even there in her heart.
makes my decision to berenti berharap.
                decision to let her go.
                decision to FINALLY & ULTIMATELY GIVE UP.
                decision to PUTUS ASA BENAR2.
                             
is the best thing that kmk PATUT polah to ensure nya bahagia.
i may not be happy.
but as long as she is. i should be.

kmk may or may not temu ngan org lain nok hampir sama cam nya. but xda sorg pun serupa nak owh?
nya is one in a million. any man is lucky bena bena bena bena bena to be chosen oleh nya.

kmk hrp she will take good care of him. and so will he. kali nya(him:whoever he is) x sedar yg he is so lucky.

jeles? ofkos. but what to do.
kmk should be happy or just FAKE a happy smile for her.
yup kmk akan start polah ya from now on. so that kmk will nampak cam tabah & dah terima takdir.
although tuhan jak tauk sakit nya.
it is so freaking painful but what to do.

"ya Allah.Tabah kan lah hati kmk tok.Byk lagik org terima dugaan lebih berat gik dari tok.Berik kan lah sikit ketabahan sidak nya ya ke kmk.Berik kan la petunjuk & hidayah ngan kmk supaya idup kmk akan sentiasa d jalan yg bena.AMIN."

tetiba nya terlintas lam fikiran. ya la EMO tok.

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oh well...

(T_T)














p/s: oh gurl. jaga dirik kitak bait2 k..