Friday, April 15, 2011

Hanya Lah Pengemis Cinta...

Tajuk kedak tajuk novel sek laku. hahahahahahhahaha..

Ya lah tek. Bak kata org puteh FUCK MY LIFE.

Ternyata kmk hanya lah pengemis cinta. CHOP! Tp segala salah kmk. Nya nang xda salah dlm hal tok. Kmk yang terlalu berharap. Even after 2 kali kenak reject. Hahahahahahahaha.. nang bongok! Dah la brp tahun dah nggu..

Nang bongok100000000000000000000000000000x!

Nektok, nya dah makin jaoh. Org pun byk sokong nya utk go for him. Argh! Of course kmk jealous bah. Jeles bena2. Xpat gik camne nak ngilang rasa jeles tok. Suddenly jak tek hati kmk terus hancor gilak.. Sakit gilak rasa nya. Camne x? Satu2 nya org yg d sayang selamak2 tok, makin jaoh.. makinnn..

Ada juak org mdh mun bebena syg seseorg, let her go jak, mun nya balit nang jodoh la. tp kmk pikir nak, BULLSHIT!! kenak? mesti la sedaya upaya utk coba cairkn hati nya. Ne tauk lamak2 jadi juak..

Unfornately she is sik camya.. nya nang totally independent, confident gurl. Which is why kmk jatuh hati gilak2 ngan nya. i LOVE THAT GURL SO MUCH!!!

"Kmk nektok not admitting defeat okay. kmk just berik ktk space jak. though it is nang cali jak bunyi adaka kmk yg pikir seolah2 ktk ya kmk jak mpun.. hehe.. tp seriously kmk will be here if dgn izin Allah hati ktk finally terbukak utk kmk. its a fact, even after all these years kmk seh nggu ktk, nektok pun kmk seh nggu.
still, if ktk bebena serious ngan nya, walaupun honest kmk mdh, kmk nang grenti frust, but kmk still support ktk. surely la berik kmk some time utk recover & buang saki baki rasa syg kmk ngan ktk, biar tinggal hormat kmk ngan ktk sbg kwn.
i may not the one yg ktk carik & maok, but if ktk berik kmk peluang, dgn izin Allah, peluang ya ktk xkan ada rasa sesal."

Unfortunately, apa2 yg dah d luah, d tulis, d taip, d upload sitok hanya la harapan sia2.. harapan ilusi, yg mungkin xkan jadi.. Kmk tok pun hanya lah pengemis cinta. :( (skali gik muncol tajuk novel yg xlaku)



I want you more than anything in the world
You mean more to me than any other girl
Now he's with you things you do with him we've done them for so long
I love you more today than he can from now on
I kissed your tears away when you were sad
Held you close felt your warm love when you were glad
So no matter how much love he has for you or how long
I love you more today than he can from now on

We've already done the things he plans to do
So don't be surprised if late at night I'm in your dreams with you
And if someday his love for you goes wrong
I love you more today than he can from now on
I love you more today than he can from now on

p/s: oh dear god, i love her so much. do guide me to let go of this feeling for her.

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