i...

miss

you

so

freaking

damn

much.

Pening Palak.

Ritok tek ngekot berarak.
Abis ya balit pening palak.
Sehari2 dah tidor tp maseh belom ilang pening/sakit palak tok.

Dah la belom mandik tok.

Gik ngga bola.
Bila gol, melompat suk, TAPI palak tiba2 terus keras rasa. SAKIT.

Bis ngga bola tok tdor la.

p/s: Hey gurl, kmk rasa ktk look much much more CUTER & AYU k tudong.

Sleepless & Restless.

2nd night.
Maseh xpat tdor. sbena nya nang ngantok juak, mun gurin2 d luar kat sofa ruang tamu tp mun masok ke bilit tdor. gurin skejab, tiba jak, mata jadi terang.
dlm palak mcm2 pikir.
mostly tentang masa depan la. apa camne.
but of course mostly juak about her.

"hey gurl, its all about you!"

mun juak brani nak mdh ngan nya face to face. most probably, kmk would end up speechless. keruk. hahaha..

dah la nya so beautiful today.

Y U SO BEAUTIFUL TODAY, MY SWEET SWEET PRINCESS??






thinking again.
how to be the best for her.
to make her happy.

kmk tauk hidup xsmudah ya nak owh? tp ya lah guna nya kita merancang, walaupun kita xtauk masa depan camne, yg penting, kita tauk apa mok d polah bah. mun ada perancangan, walaupun apa yg d rancang xjadi, tp time ya kelak apa nok d rancang ya leh d ubah ekot situasi/keadaan camne ka apa nangga la bila..

hehe..

merapu udah tok. kali seh rasa stress dr keja ritok. today sucks. time time camtok la kmk bena2 rasa mok mdh ngan nya

"hey gurl, iiiiiiiiiiiii nnnnnnnnnnnnneeeeeeeeedddddddddddddd yyyyyyoooooouuuuuuuu.."

kmk just need her close, smile to me & mayb say, "xpa, it gonna be okay."
and kmk grenti xkan rasa tension lagik.

mayb juak la i think too much.
HEY STUPID BRAIN! STOP THINKING TOO MUCH!! SLLEEEPP NOWW!!

Ya Allah,
smoga tidor nya nyenyak & selesa.
smoga cukup rehat nya..
Amin.



p/s: sweet dreams faaarrrrrrriiiiiiiii.

Be My Queen.

i can't sleep. nektok dah kul duak lebeh dah eh.. 

ujan(and i miss her). hopefully she can sleep soundly.

(hopefully she'll dream of me.)

KMK XPAT TDOR!!

"Hey gurl #YouAreTheReason for my happy and sad days, you make me feel alive, you're the one i want and no one else." via Twitter.

via ishquotez.

Hey gurl, just so you know. you are (now) the Princess of my heart. Hopefully, with god's willing, insyaAllah, one day, when the time comes, i want you to be my Queen.

via ishquotez.

p/s: insomniac driven poem.

Hey fari2. 

kita duak maybe as different as we can be.

yes, i think your choice of music is sucky lame ass.

still.

i love you no less.

yes, you do sometimes in your strange way makes me sad.

but gurl, it's not you that is bad,

as i am sometimes can be a mess in my head.

gurl, i can only say this,

all i want is you, it has always been you.

its you that makes my life a bliss.

p/s part 2: sweet dreams fari2.