RAIN!!!

Nama kamek bukan RAIN.
It is RAINING cats & dogs d luar ya nektok. Kilat & gunto sabong menyabong.

Dlm hati kmk nektok pun ujan juak. Ciss...

i hate it when this happened. the feeling yg kita dpt bila kita rasa yg kita kenak ignore. kmk rasa nya is ignoring me. Although maybe it is just perasaan bodoh paloi yg suka cepat jump to conclusion kmk dtg lagik. i hate myself for this. Nang emo ada jak.

Hahahaha..

Adeh3.. kmk nang suka memperbesarkan or mengadakan sesuatu mungkin(but maybe ada) xda apa2 sbena nya. mayb she need to do something ka? mayb she need some time for herself?

AMARANWARNINGDANGER
Sesuatu yg sungguh childish, pernah(selalu) di ulang2, di repeat2 yg akan torg baca. so tutup kan tab or browser tok nektok. jgn abis kn masa berharga idup torg baca benda xguna tok. i am emoing tahap gaban tok. kmk dah warning tok.

i am feeling she's ignoring me.
i am feeling she's sick of me.
i am feeling she's  feeling better of without me.
i am feeling she's wanted to stay away from me.

ya Allah. i am so sick of dirik kmk sendirik right now. (y am i feeling like this? kenak? kenak? y do i love her so much?)

can't sleep.
can't sleep..
can't sleep...
oh no.. kmk xpat TDOR!!
don't want to sleep. lak grenti mimpi nya. grenti. mmg xda lain mimpi ya kelak. mimpi losing her jak.

maybe dah sampei masa nya kmk should let go of her
maybe dah sampei masa nya kmk should give up trying
maybe dah sampei masa nya kmk stop hoping

kmk x layak utk nya
i dont deserve her
kmk x sesuai utk nya

she deserve a better man
kmk bukan that man
kmk is not the one she needed
kmk is just the person she best to forget and move on.




she deserve better.
she's beautiful. so so beautiful. so very beautiful.
she's smart. intelligent.
she's independent.
nya deserve much much better dari kmk tok. 

kmk xlayak. xlayak. xlayak. xlayak. xlayak. xlayak. xlayak. xlayak. xlayak. xlayak. xlayak. xlayak. xlayak.

ya Allah.
Jaga lah tdor nya, spy nya nyenyak & cuku rehat utk nya kerja sok hari. Jaga lah makan minum nya, spy halal rezeki & sehat walafiat dirik nya. Berik kan lah petunjuk & hidayah ngan nya, supaya idup nya slamat & penuh berkat. Berik kan lah kesyukuran & kebahagiaan dlm idup nya, sbb kmk tauk kmk xpat berik & jadi org nok d maok & d harap nya. Smoga berkat idup nya dunia aherat. Amin.

ya Allah.
kenak la kmk miss nya so much?
kenak la kmk love nya so much?
when sbena nya i dont deserve her.


kan kmk dah padah tek. jgn buang masa baca benda tok. kan dah rugi masa idup torg baca benda nok xda pedah tok.